Invasion of privacy and exit strategies

Well Christmas was pretty rocking and New Year’s was aces as usual… I highly recommend watching Return of the King right before midnight strikes, it puts you on a total high.

I’ve still not started at college yet as my security checks are stuck at one of the many stages. It’s very frustrating to find myself in limbo again.

Our old housemate has decided to move back in again (did they ever really leave? Hmmm) with their partner which will be very awkward. I’m hoping I’m no longer here by the time it happens. I just wish my girlfriend was more assertive and aware of her legal rights, rather than fumbling through arguments with a person she can’t deal with. The uncertainty about this house has gone on for too long, things need to change. I no longer feel safe and secure in my own home. That wandering instinct has begun to rear it’s head once again. I want out of here. I just hope to gawd I get a start date soon. I can’t take this morbid feeling of approaching doom.

I’m trying to develop ideas for stories with the hope that when I go away to college I’ll be inspired to actually write the damn things. I seem to be watching more movies than listening to music at the moment. The music I do listen to tends to be film soundtracks and classical music. I hope I level out and begin listening to rock again by the time I start my music course.

I’m trying to do more exercise and eat a little healthier as I’ve really put on weight recently. It makes me feel good when I do get involved in physical activity. We’ve just bought a Mr Motivator dvd which I used to do when I was a teenager and he’s very good. We tried Zumba but it was crap and really confusing. Not for beginners or the uncoordinated like me.

I could really do with a half day…