Sunday, 3 March 2024

8 am agony

I’m in so much pain.


I’ve been spending a lot of time in bed, what with these sudden, unnatural feelings of aggression. I assumed I’d be able to do a lot less damage hiding away, even in my tiny flat. But my body keeps conspiring against me. Again and again and again.


My brain is attacking me from all sides. It’s like a dying creature lashing out in all directions, desperate to hurt anything. I’m having a really bad adrenaline seizure, which usually occur around the hypnogogic period of sleep. I just want to scream until my throat is raw.


I’m in so much pain.


I just want to be at peace.


Why won’t my brain leave me alone?!

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