Just pillow talk?

I got a little upset last night as my girlfriend spent most of the evening making comments about me not loving her anymore and wanting to find someone else. She hid them in a cartoon delivery that wasn’t meant to be taken seriously, but it still upset me. Later on in bed she said that I wasn’t as affectionate as I used to be, or as loving and that she is only an “auxiliary” girlfriend to me, that I’m going out with her out of desperation or something.

If that’s how she views our relationship then I’m very hurt. We’ve had discussions like that in bed before and it’s upset me but she’s never seemed to take responsibility for the hurt she’s caused. Almost as if it’s ok to have such confrontational and argumentative chats.

I’m not sure whether to let it go or not. It seemed very cruel.

I had a call yesterday from college giving me a date for my assessment, so I’ll spend a couple of days there in November by the sounds of it. I also tried getting my CV changed with the job advice place to help me get this call-centre job that sounds like something I can do.

It looks like I’m facing a dilemma but the first few paragraphs of this post seem to make the outcome pretty clear.

I’ll see how the next week/month goes.