Cash flow, but no flowing cash

Monday I had to sign on, which was a joy as always then I had a haircut and on the way home I picked up a load of frozen meat-free products from Tesco so my girlfriend can focus on her diet. In the afternoon we cleaned the kitchen and bathroom, yuk, but at least it’s out of the way.

Yesterday I went to a disability recruitment advice place in Sheffield and registered. I had a long chat with the bloke setting up my profile and he seemed pretty cool. It’s nice having a moan to someone now and then.

Today I’ve been to the advice centre again to talk about my finances. The guy was really pro-active and just got on with things. We went through a lot and made loads of calls. He outlined the worse case scenario for each problem, which helped my anxiety. I almost gave him a hug at the end.

I’ve emailed a guitar shop in Leeds to inquire if they’d be interested in buying some of my guitars. They replied stating that they’d be interested but they’d like photos and an idea of pricing first. I’ll crack on with that ASAP.

I’m trying to not orgasm when I masturbate at the moment so that I save myself for when I’m with my girlfriend. It’s quite difficult but I’m getting the hang of it. My sex drive has definitely gone up and it’s making me a little more sociable, I think ejaculating too much makes me lethargic and a try a little less.

This morning we went swimming which was nice. We didn’t stay in long though as my girlfriend got quite tired. They’ve adapted the changing rooms so that now they’re just one big unisex one, so I couldn’t perv on blokes as I changed, lol. Oh well, it will probably do me some good.

Last night our housemate took another overdose and an ambulance turned up to take her to the hospital. We’re being careful not to fuss over her too much as I think this all just attention seeking on her part. She just wants somebody to take over her life for her, but we’re not prepared to do that. She’ll just have to grow up instead.