AM woe

Thought I’d put a few words down, as I just burst into tears randomly for no reason. Haven’t had that happen since coming off my antidepressants. I guess it would have been my ex’s birthday next week, so that’s on my mind. Also sounds like mum’s not getting any better. In fact, apparently she keeps pulling medication drips out of her arm. She doesn’t understand that they’re good for her.

Slept well last night. Actually managed to get a solid 9 hours or so.

Started listening to the Silence of the Lambs audiobook yesterday afternoon, even though I’m not into fiction much. Especially scary fiction. So far, it seems the film deviated very little from its source material, so I’m wondering whether to just dig out the Blu-ray. The book doesn’t star the lovely Anthony Hopkins though, unfortunately. You know, because it’s a book.

I had a microwave curry for dinner last night, although I fried some mushrooms and chillies to add to it. For some reason, I’m finding microwave cooking quite stressful. Maybe it’s because everything happens so quickly, and I’d gotten used to chilling out while the oven slowly did all the work.

Crazy, huh?

I’ve just finished Season 2 of Ash vs Evil Dead. It did get a bit samey-samey towards the end, so I may take a little break before starting 3. I might break out some Xena: Warrior Princess instead, just to keep that Lucy Lawless/Bruce Campbell/Ted Raimi vibe going.

Feeling very self-conscious last couple of days. I know I have health issues, but my brain now seems to be reminding me of it constantly. This is usually where I’d start drinking.

Perhaps I should.

Anyway, I best get my second cup of coffee out of the cafetière. Don’t want it to get cold.

Don’t feel positive enough to drop my usual closing thing.

Can you cobble something together by yourselves?

Good, mummy’s proud.