Ever since I knew how I’ve masturbated regularly, sometimes twice a day (breakfast wank, after dinner wank) and on lazy days and weekends up to five times a day. It’s just become part of my routine and, as I’m sure it does with other people, helps me to relax and chill out.
Since I’ve been in a relationship (after 27 years of being single) I’ve tried my hardest to stop masturbating and save my urges and, erm, load for intimate acts with my partner. So far I have failed. I just don’t know how to function on a day to day basis without my regular acts of self gratification.
Over the past couple of weeks I’ve decided to stop, just to see what happens.
I think I understand now where the alpha male in our society comes from… not wanking enough. A few days without ejaculating seems to make me impatient, fidgety, forgetful, more impulsive and definitely more demanding sexually.
I’ve finally had a wank this morning to see what the change is and, well, this whole desire to share and talk about my experiences shows that I definitely seem to be more creative and contemplative after sex.
I think I’ll keep up the no wanking policy as I like how it’s made me a bit more impulsive in bed and will probably remove the need to wank anyway as I certainly become a bit more interested in self gratification and not so self conscious when being intimate.
How do you balance out masturbation and sex with a partner?
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