Interior indecisions and outdoor pursuits

I’ve had a bit of a wasted week this week, mainly due to recovering from flu and suffering a low after missing a few days worth of anti-depressants.

I think Wednesday and Thursday I didn’t leave the house at all and come Friday I was feeling a little agoraphobic. I managed to get my butt moving anyway and had a nice afternoon in town.

I decided to buy my girlfriend some gifts and a card just to say that I love her as she’s felt a little down and lonely lately. She automatically got suspicious of me buying random gifts and now thinks I’m having an affair, lol.

Serves me right for being generous.

I think my mood is lifting again as my trip to town was fairly stress free and I was quite chatty and forthcoming with people in shops, rather than like last week when I was skulking around being a paranoid mess.

We were going to go and see Metropolis at the Showroom cinema but my girlfriend wasn’t feeling up to it and the weather was a bit crap… so we stayed in and had a takeaway, yay!!

I’m not sure what the plan is for this weekend, but I’m hoping we’re just going to take it easy. I have some personal admin to do, so I mustn’t procrastinate with that any more than I have done.

I’m glad I’m feeling like going out and doing stuff. It helps that the temperature has dropped so it won’t be too physically draining and hard getting about.

My girlfriend is still in bed as of 1130 this Saturday morning, so I think the pace of today will be relaxed.

We shall see…