It burns

Heat… upon heat… upon heat…

I’m not enjoying this weather, where did it all go wrong? It’s making me very lethargic and insular.

I don’t think I’m getting enough fresh fruit and veg as my skin is getting a bit dry around the mouth. Shall stock up on me greens today.

I’ve not been facing things much this week. I don’t know if it’s because I’ve missed a couple of anti-depression or what. But I just want to hide in a bubble. Sleep forever. Be in my own high tower above the fire.

I’ve tried recording proper vocals directly over the song templates. Not sure how it’s going. My deeper voice sounds a lot more theatrical and immediate. Might not be musical though. I’ll plod on regardless.

My girlfriend’s been having problems but I’ve not been there to support her. There’s only so much you can do over the phone. She hung up on me yesterday when I was trying to give her advice. Sometimes it’s hard to get her to be constructive and positive rather than just going over the negative stuff in a circle.

Not heard anything about housing in Sheffield, might ring them and make sure I’m doing it right.

Maybe I should force myself out for a walk rather than staying in depressed. Face the sun. Face the sweat. Yuk.

Yes, I’m a little fed up with my lazy brain.