Power cut!!!

I had a bad start to the day today. I woke up feeling quite low and depressed so I decided to shut the world out. I stayed in bed until what I though was late afternoon but it ended up only being midday. Once I was up and dressed I began checking my emails etc when the power went out. It seemed like the whole estate had gone under as there were burglar alarms going off everywhere. There was nothing I could really do apart from sit around worrying about the freezer defrosting so I jumped on the bus into town… which was full of loonies today, let me tell you.

I started getting paranoid that I smelt bad but it just turned out to be my cap… which I will not wear again until it is washed.

Anyway, I’ve returned back to the house to find the electricity back on so I am picking up where I left off.

I had a real urge to drink this afternoon and was worried I would give in to temptation whilst in town, but after a few sandwiches and cola I felt ok. It’s best just to do anything other than drink, even if it means binging on food a bit.

Hope I get plenty of hugs from my girlfriend tonight as I didn’t see her much yesterday. I wonder if we’ll end up doing the gardening. I fancy another bbq, eek. I think we’ll just have pasta though.