Tuesday, 22 October 2019

Despair in the early hours

Kinda feel like my life's come to a halt recently. Things that are generally out of my control, but which still involve me, keep going wrong. I try, but the universe seems bent against me. I'm struggling to summon the strength to fight all this negativity. It's all just so awful. Please say this isn't how it'll be forever. It hurts so much.
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